‘you are my sunshine my only sunshine…’Ohno is it already morning ? I’d grabbed my phone , and close my alarm before my sister wakes up . I’ve tried to come out my bed but i didn’t had power . Until my brother cames in my room : ‘Gizem come on wake up were gonna take the earlyer bus today . OMG no my sister wakes up too . I’ve  go out of my bed . My sister turns around and fell a sleep again . I’d take my clothes of and put my uniform on . Every morning i say that i hate my uniform . I’ve  do my hair. Put a little bit mascara on . Then i’d look at myself . I askes myself why that i cant look like the other girls , they always got something more. My brother comes in again: “Gizem hurry up , or i’m gonna take the bus and you’re too late and i dont matter about that “. I looked at my brother , in myself i was screaming that i hate him , but outside i just look . I take my bag and go behind him . Once i was outside i walk to my friend . After 5 minutes without talking to eachother , we both see the bus arrives . Inside the bus once i sit , i put my ears on . I listened to one direction verry loud . I look outside the window and start with dreaming and acting like i was in a video clip . The bus wtopped i go outside , put my ears off and realized that i was back in real world . I walked to my school .then i’ve see my bestfriend i run to her and hug her . she was the only one who was always beside me , she was the one who understands me ( exept when i say that i’m gonna be zayns girlfriend she starts to laugh ) but it soen’t matter . Then i seen HIM . He looks at me like he did every day but this time i didn’t look the same . I look full of hate . So he looked another way . I was over him . After all the pain he gives me i was over him finally . The schoolday goes really fast once i was home i put my clothes off and put my sweater on and my pijama pants . I look at the calendar in my room . A week and i’ll go to the signing from one direction . I ws soo exited . I was knowing already what i’m gonna wear and how that i’m gonna do my hair .I even trained how that i was going to laugh at the guys . .one week later .

‘you are my sunshine my only sunshine…’Ohno is it already morning ? I’d grabbed my phone , and close my alarm before my sister wakes up . I’ve tried to come out my bed but i didn’t had power . Until my brother cames in my room : ‘Gizem come on wake up were gonna take the earlyer bus today . OMG no my sister wakes up too . I’ve  go out of my bed . My sister turns around and fell a sleep again . I’d take my clothes of and put my uniform on . Every morning i say that i hate my uniform . I’ve  do my hair. Put a little bit mascara on . Then i’d look at myself . I askes myself why that i cant look like the other girls , they always got something more. My brother comes in again: “Gizem hurry up , or i’m gonna take the bus and you’re too late and i dont matter about that “. I looked at my brother , in myself i was screaming that i hate him , but outside i just look . I take my bag and go behind him . Once i was outside i walk to my friend . After 5 minutes without talking to eachother , we both see the bus arrives . Inside the bus once i sit , i put my ears on . I listened to one direction verry loud . I look outside the window and start with dreaming and acting like i was in a video clip . The bus wtopped i go outside , put my ears off and realized that i was back in real world . I walked to my school .then i’ve see my bestfriend i run to her and hug her . she was the only one who was always beside me , she was the one who understands me ( exept when i say that i’m gonna be zayns girlfriend she starts to laugh ) but it soen’t matter . Then i seen HIM . He looks at me like he did every day but this time i didn’t look the same . I look full of hate . So he looked another way . I was over him . After all the pain he gives me i was over him finally . The schoolday goes really fast once i was home i put my clothes off and put my sweater on and my pijama pants . I look at the calendar in my room . A week and i’ll go to the signing from one direction . I ws soo exited . I was knowing already what i’m gonna wear and how that i’m gonna do my hair .I even trained how that i was going to laugh at the guys . .one week later .